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Hi Jessie, do you still believe in love? Are you planning to fall in love again?

Yikes. Of course I believe in love. I always will. I don’t plan on things so much these days. I can’t tell you if I’ll fall in love. I mean, I don’t even know if I’ll get married. I don’t even know what I’m doing tomorrow other than going to the office Christmas party dateless because I’m pretty sure the person who was suppose to be my date isn’t coming. I have no idea what God has in store for me but I’m open to what opportunities He presents to me. I can tell you, though, is that people only know about me what I choose to share with them. Very seldom do I ever let anyone close to me enough to know my struggles and my weaknesses and close enough to let myself be vulnerable and let them protect me. I’ve never been a person to trust someone so easily . Right now, I’m just trying to stay faithful and trying to listen to what God wants me to do. As far as my heart goes, it’s in a box with 10,000 locks and gates and it’ll stay that way until someone finds a way to break through them. As far as my emotions go, it’s up and down and it changes depending on the day. As far as life goes, it’s stressful and hard and it hurts sometimes but I’m counting my blessings and I’m thankful for every moment that brings me happiness and joy, if even for a second.

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