August 2011
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“Love taught me I could have feelings that i never felt before. Losing taught me...”
– (via eletheowl)
March 2011
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I LOVE THIS KID
BAZINGA!: You know what I hate/like? →
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protejai:
When I’m dancing like
and some creep comes up behind me and dances like
And I turn around like
And he’s like
And I’m like
And I walk away like
And he play’s it off like
and then I see a fine shawdy dancing like
And I’m…
December 2010
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Are you ok after the car incident?
Finally…
Uhm.. It was… really, for lack of a better word, crappy. Nothing in there was irreplaceable but it’s just such a nuisance. Plus, I’m stupid and now my social security number is roaming the earth in the hands of another human being. I’m just more sad because of the sentimental value of the things I lost. I had many memories in there. Sigh…
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Im so sorry! I always thought you guys were...
Things happen… I guess =/
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you alreaady got so many guys on you. i told you...
I’m not really looking to date right now. If I’m presented with an opportunity to be happy…cool. If not..cool. I’m just doing me right now.
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You and Chris will get back together. Everyone...
Don’t get ahead of yourself. Chris is/was my best friend. He knows me better than anyone else. No matter how angry, happy, frustrated, sad or whatever else emotion he makes me feel sometimes, I will always care about him.
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Why are people so cruel? Why do people think they can take things that don’t belong to them? Why do people think they know what a person feels or thinks or is capable of? How is it possible to break something that’s already broken? How is it possible to hurt something that already hurts?
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Why did you and Chris break up?
It just wasn’t working out right now. Sometimes, when you love someone, you have to let them go.
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Hi Jessie, do you still believe in love? Are you...
Yikes. Of course I believe in love. I always will. I don’t plan on things so much these days. I can’t tell you if I’ll fall in love. I mean, I don’t even know if I’ll get married. I don’t even know what I’m doing tomorrow other than going to the office Christmas party dateless because I’m pretty sure the person who was suppose to be my date...
Why does the right thing to do have to hurt so bad? I got attention today from another human being that was flattering and in the moment, it felt good but at the same time, it felt wrong. At the end of the day, I come home and I’m still heartbroken and I realize that he probably doesn’t care.
If you love them, let them go.
Isn’t that how the saying goes? I never understood that until now. The last 3 years of my life has been the greatest story to tell. It’s fairly simple. Boy meets girl. Boy falls in love with girl. Girl falls in love back. Girl leaves for boy. Boy takes care of girl. Boy and girl live happy until… the crap comes through. Boy takes care of girl. Girl takes care of boy until they...
October 2010
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Been such a crazy week...
and I CANNOT catch a break. It’s been so stressful. Everything feels like it’s pulling me in 20 million directions. I just want… a break.
Downfalls of the Week
Fight with Ryan. I think we’re done.
Been really sick.
Feeling a drift between a close friend.
No model for class = FAIL.
Training the untrainable.
Everyone I know has someone close to them dying…....
September 2010
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The end of a good weekend has come.
Now I am on a quest to:
Find shoes for Monica’s wedding
Find the shoes I lost in the lobby of the hotel
Find the clothes I left at the hotel
Find the mind that I lost lol
Find a dress for Nickessa’s
Run Run Run
Find Models for class
Run
Get my homework done
Get my bills paid
then…. Get ready for Tennessee. Woo hoo for time that will...
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
1. disrespect
2. dishonest
3.disappointment
4. d…flaking
August 2010
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Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order...
Eeeekkss…. I’m not tryin to hurt anyone’s feelings so let me just start off by saying that these 5 people are the 5 people I spend most of my day talking to. They’re not necessarily more important than others BUT I just happen to talk to them a lot.
Chris
Amethyst
Ron
Johnny
Devon
Ryan
YEAH YEAH! I know it’s 6 but these are the 6 I text/talk/aim the...
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. I wish I never let him find me.
2. I wish I never texted him back.
3. I wish I could see John Spenser more often.
4. I wish I didn’t have to work 10 million hours a week.
5. I wish I was closer to certain people.
6. I wish I didn’t feel used by people.
P.S. I wish that I can go to Disneyland too!
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. Am I going to be late to work today?
2. LATELY… I’ve been wondering if my hair still smells bad.
3. Where am I going in life?
4. Will they always hate him?
5. Will I always feel the way I feel right towards 3 particular people?
6. Is today the day he’ll disappear?
7. Does he still feel the same?
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Love my God
2. Chocolate
3. Play with my hair
4. Sing me a song. Better yet… write it.
5. Dance, even if I dance weird.
6. Hang out with me without spending money.
7. I like kisses on the forehead.
8. Cook
9. Play guitar
10. Don’t forget me.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. I cannot eat chicken without making a gross face.
2. As time has gone on, I’ve become a little bit more opinionated and a little bit more blunt.
3. I’m what people call a sympathetic cryer. If I see someone cry, I will almost always cry. I did cry today… because I was happy and sad. Love you Johnny Boy Coloma.
4. I have a terrible sense of direction.
5. I have extremely...
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten...
1. I don’t understand how I can hate you so much and love you at the same time. It’s irritating to the point where I could scratch off all the skin on my arms and pull all the hair out of my head. I can’t even count how many times I’ve literally told myself and others that I am done with you and yet, the moment you speak or say anything to me, good or bad, all of that goes...
Ten Day Challenge
jenn0bi:
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons. Day Nine: Two smileys that...
The weekend has been quite AH-MAY-ZING! Aside from the many minor injuries I have suffered, it’s been great =)
Life has taken an interested toll on me. Last week at work was crazy. It was the most dramatic thing I have ever been involved with…[It was worse than high shcool!] I know I may be dramatic in the way I say things, perhaps a bit over-dramatic but at least it’s all fun...
Wow
It’s been a while. So much has been going on lately that I feel like my brain is just rattling in my skull. I can’t even begin to explain all the things that I feel at this exact moment. Some are good, some are bad and some are just crazy. Although I am happy with most of what I have, I feel a little bit lost again. I feel like I’m a bit off the path but that’s going to...
June 2010
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Jess: I'm not very smart.
John: I don't believe that for a second.
Jess: Well, I'm not YOUR kind of smart. I pick and choose what I choose to remember. Most of which is not relevant to people who are YOUR kind of smart.
John: So, that girl invited me to a party. I think it's my only way in. Should I go?
Jess: Go.
John: Are you sure I should? Do you think it's a good idea?
Jess: It's like Schrodinger's cat.
John: See. You say you're not smart and then you drop some quantum mechanics theory gem like that.
Jess: LOL! Well, you never know... better find out if the cat is dead or alive.
John: Candice lied to me last weekend.
Jess: Yeah... the cat is definitely dead.
Well HELLO TUMBLR! It’s been quite some time.
Ever deal with preachy Christians? Lol. That sounds like an infomercial.
On the real tough… we all have haven’t we? I have nothing against spreading the good news. After all… that’s what we were called for right? Loving one another and telling others about God and His awesome love. That sounds generic but let me get to...
May 2010
17 posts
Been thinking about this all day.
Sleeping Giant No One Leaves This Room Sick lyrics
Who’s the foolish man? The one who bows his will To a sick and defeated foe The one who fights Step from the crowd of the dying From the shadows Sickness, and panic, and death Until you rise Hell fight me This is the war I was made for Love over all Fight me In this hollow faithless, shattered reality I’ll never fall Immanuel I am not...
Blame It On the Holy Rollers- Sleeping Giant
Don’t you Judge Me. Don’t you dare. One day I know Ill sit before a just God. Will you be there. Or will your false, your short sighted views hold you back from real truth. All your views leave you hostage, from love, from the real truth. Held Hostage! Don’t point your finger like I’m the fake, You let me in this room that was your first mistake. You’ve got nothing. Its okay I was there once so...
I was starting to get used to not having you around. You cross my mind on rare occasions. It was almost like you never existed and we never knew each other and you were just another person in the world… then you came back and you brought everything back with you. Sometimes I wish I hated you.
So I’ve been thinking a lot lately. I’ve been feeling so irritated lately with a multitude of people. It’s like I have this callousness that keeps building especially towards certain individuals. My list of irritations”
I hate drama. I, absolutely, hate it and try ever so strongly to abstain from it but its nasty ways sometimes reel me in. I try very hard to claw my way...
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Dev :]
O____o very cute.
You again. Haha. Back to comment on his oh so ravishing looks I suppose? I’m sure he will see =)Be happy.
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You seem to know a lot of people. Are all of them...
I have very few friends. I know many people and I have many acquaintances but I have a small number of people who I really consider a true, very close friend. When I talk of people, I might even refer to them as a friend but in most cases I’d probably call them “old friends” or “this person I used to know.”
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what was their reaction?
Well I think they were very shocked and concerned.
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what did your parents tell you when you "ran away"...
I didn’t tell them anything. I left a note in the mail saying where I was going and why. I knew if I told them that they would stop me so I had to do what I had to do.
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If I was a giant piece of dookie how long and how...
I wouldn’t touch it but I’d have to analyze it to see if it’s picture worthy! If it’s picture worthy, you know where it’s goin ;)
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You're a great person and whoever wrote that is...
Awww… Thanks =)
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ur a piece pf shit
hahahaha okay. What am I suppose to say? Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me? hahaha thanks.
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What's the craziest thing you've ever done?
Well one day, I was thinking, “Man… I can’t take it here anymore. I need to get out. There’s a boy across the country who I love. I wanna be there.” So I packed my stuff, never said a word to anyone and hopped on a place to Tennessee. I ran away… not to just a friend’s house but across the dang country! Sounds pretty nuts to me.
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Do you think you and Chris will be married soon?
Bwahahah…. uhmm.. I don’t know about that. Ask him. Maybe. A couple weeks ago someone asked him if we would be the next ones to get married and he said probably. The other week, we got into a minor argument about our wedding that isn’t happening yet or anytime soon and he said “You don’t know that!” Lol. So… I dunno… you tell me =)
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How do you feel about birth control?
Well… I’m not sure. It depends on what view you’re looking from. Some people are on birth control to regulate their periods or to clear up their face. Most people are on it to prevent pregnancy.
I guess the last view is the most controversial one. I’m not really sure how I feel about it. A lot of people think taking birth control is like playing God. It’s almost like...
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What's your boy like?
He’s like the boy you always wanted but I have! Bahahahaha… but really though.
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April 2010
23 posts
Chris: Come over.
Jess: How?
C: Fly.
J: Can't. Got no wings.
C. Yes you do. You're an angel.
J. Omg... you're gross.
C: I'm smooth.
